Funny!

I think you guys might find this amusing!

I need to buy a few of these t-shirts.

It's gloomy today. Yeah! I like this weather. It feels appropriate for the time of year. And I still hve this sense of hope. Talk about a counterbalance to last week. But I am a triple-libra, so go fig.

Content.... this is weird...

So, I'm in a good mood. I really am awestruck at the moment. I'm not so worried about life, the job, desires, and aspriations, and all the other topics tat make for saucy LJ reading. I still have those things stirring in the back of my head, but I'm just not sweating about them like I normally would. This would normally have me all out of sorts, but it doesn't. I just wish I could know why I'm feeling so 'chipper' as of late. I really have no legitimate reason to aside from just being alive, and no, that isn't good enough for me. Anyone can be alive, that's easy. In fact, we really have no choice in that matter. Our parets fornicate, we cook for 36 weeks in a placenta oven, and presto! we show up. I like to believe in rewards for accomplishments, and frankly I haven't accomplished anything in a long time. So I do feel as if I deserve to be happy. I'm always afraid that if I'm happy for simply the sake of being happy, I'm not concentrating on my life and its direction, goals, etc. I'm not on vacation, either. So, I have no excuse to shut my mind off and bathe in a tub full of joy. What IS IT that I'm not doing that I should be doing? I can't figure that out, and I should therefore be feeling angry and frustrated, and I'm not!!! I don't deserve to feel this way.0

Still, it's not a bad feeling, I must admit, I jsut can't help but feel a little irresponsible.