Why am I in such a good mood?!?!?
Mar. 11th, 2003 10:18 amI'm quite chipper this morning and for no fucking reason. Work's ok. (Found out via
feyandstrange &
digitalsidhe that there is a fellow "freak-associate" roaming my halls.) Bman meeting went well. We resloved some major logistic issues and now we can go full charge for the esplande. DG went well. saw
hypothermya and said happy B-Day to Rae (Sick, I'm rhyming as bad as a white rapper out of Boise.)
I guess I'm always scared when I'm just awake & in a good mood for no reason that I can pinpoint to. I guess that tends to make me a little uneasy because 1.) I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop. 2.) I'm afraid I'm ignoring something important. 3.) I 'm afraid that I've finally tned out from reality like so many other beings wandering aimlessly in the world. I guess I fear the part of me that has empathy, passion & emotion will one day just shut off from being too battered, sort of like how the Terminator in T2 went lights out from his perspective when he was being lowered into the molten steel.
*Zaaap!! Zaapp, Chkrung! PWeeeeewww.....*
Hasn't happened yet, though. I'll go on being happy for now. :)
Oh,
hypothermya &
battlehampster, I thought the both of you looked pretty dead sexy last night.
Just had to mention it.
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I guess I'm always scared when I'm just awake & in a good mood for no reason that I can pinpoint to. I guess that tends to make me a little uneasy because 1.) I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop. 2.) I'm afraid I'm ignoring something important. 3.) I 'm afraid that I've finally tned out from reality like so many other beings wandering aimlessly in the world. I guess I fear the part of me that has empathy, passion & emotion will one day just shut off from being too battered, sort of like how the Terminator in T2 went lights out from his perspective when he was being lowered into the molten steel.
*Zaaap!! Zaapp, Chkrung! PWeeeeewww.....*
Hasn't happened yet, though. I'll go on being happy for now. :)
Oh,
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Just had to mention it.