Crusty Piper at the gates of my Morning Dew..

( If anyone cares to know, not that such powers have ever made me more desirable than a Troll with a cold sore... )

I woke up way too early today and had the sick sense to just roll into work early. I do need to go the Mr. S and see if they've fixed my pants so leaving early today will have its advantages for sure. I feeling odd right now, I have this feeling the floor is going to dissappear from under me, as if something monumentally horrible is going to happen. I'm sick of having that feeling, I never get anything done now. Paranoia used to encourge me to expedite my projects. Nowadays it just paralyzes me. I wish I could do something about it, but by the definition of paralysis, I can't.

My friend was telling me how she participated in Thantos Rite the other day. I'm jealous, I haven't in the correct mindset at all to really do any serious magic work. I'm kind of embarrassed, but I know better than to try when I'm not in the proper mindset.

*Sigh* I'm still hypersensitive. I feel cheated my winter was worthless, I didn't get anything done. Springs and summers are never good times for me so I'm basically fucked until Autumn/Mabon/Whatever-the-fuck. Great. Maybe something will put a nice ripple into this pool and trigger something inside of me.

About the show..

So "the Producers" was funny. However, I was only impressed when the musical deviated from the movie and became its own entity. I had issues with the way the actors were reciting verbatim lines from the movie, and I have Zero Mostel and Gene Wilder's performances committed to memory, so it made the stage version of the dialogue look a little weak.

But the musical and dance numbers were quite entertaining. Especially "Springtime for Hitler."

I think the first act was a bit too much like the movie (except no Lorenzo St. DuBois damnit!!!) the scond act really hit stride.

If you can scalp/steal/bug/blow/fuck for a ticket, I would recommend it.

*..thwwt..TOING!!!*

I'm melting.
I'm melting.
I'm melting.
I'm melting.
bye.

Maybe it's my mood today...

But I really want to lie my head on someone's lap while they run their fingers through my head, maybe even a slight rub on the forehead...

What's wrong with me?

Must be the song I'm listening to.

*sigh* oh well...