Ass

That's what I feel like today.

Ass.

My tummy hurts. Ever since monday. I think vampirequeen and I ate some bad garlic or something. It's annoying because I feel like I'm retaining 100 gallons of water. It's annoying because I can't eat jack shit right now. (Shouldn't have had Cran-vodka w/ spicy chip salsa, but I felt fine while I was dancing...) It's scary because my rnadmother died of stomach cancer and it started out with a feeling like this. I don't think that's it, still I can't help but have the thought in the back of my head.

My pops the doctor ( a legit one) gave me some meds: Neuxum. It's a gastro-intestinal enzyme neutralizer, I believe. Usually for patients with severacid reflux. Or abdominal pains that seem to be caused by a virus, which will create more acid. I tend to take this before I fly. I'm a nervous flyer; I get butterflies in the stomach. Butterflies tend to be a rush of stomacha cids due to heightened nerves. Take the Nexum, eliminate the acid, kill the butterflies, I don't feel freaked out. I'm sure a valium is more fun, but I really don't like being groggy.

My tummy has been touch and go; one minute I'm fine, next minute, OW! Going to go get gatorade now, on doctor's suggestiosn.

*Thhwt!* *Toing!* *Thud!*

(Sounds of an archer putting my ind out of my misery.)

That's it. I've hit the wall. The mind is mush, the body isn't sympathetic, the spirtual is scratching its head, womdering what's up witht he funny smelling incense.

It took me a lot longer than it should have to complete an ad. I should have own3d that bitch in 3 hours or less. It took a lot longer. Sure, I was sick/depressed/unfocused but I should be able to do these kinds of things on auto-pilot. That didn't happen. After that, I feel like ick!

So the brain is now mushy. If anyone wants to lie down and take a nap on it, I'm open to negotiation.