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What luck/personal lethargy
Feb. 20th, 2003 10:37 am2 transplant operations before she's even 21. I have to admit, it's kind of nice to see this have a potential happy ending. These things usually end horrible and get written into a huge obit followed by a big settlement.
Not that $$$ can ever replace a life.
I'm worried that my interest in extraneous pursuits is waning. Maybe it's just the week, but I just don't seem to care right now. I don't know why. Maybe because I've been having something that feels like stomach cramps from hell. (I hate this sympathy PMS bull! And there's nothign I can do to prevent it!) But I just don't want to deal with trying to do 5 thigns at once. Not today, not tomorrow. I think next week, I'll feel refreshed and ready to take on things. It's just something I thougth I was a part have have had decisions made without me, and I'm kind of angry about it.
I think I need to be childish and pout. Or maybe I won't participate, watch it fail, and then come back with something far more successful, but that's awfully egotistical and immature on my part. Yet, there's a part of me that doesn't really care. part of me thinks I've put my good foot out and no one notices. Maybe I should be more vocal about it, but it seems everyone else has this nice groove and I come in and it seems to disrupt everyone's fairytale. I don't know. Maybe it's me. I hope it is.
Not that $$$ can ever replace a life.
I'm worried that my interest in extraneous pursuits is waning. Maybe it's just the week, but I just don't seem to care right now. I don't know why. Maybe because I've been having something that feels like stomach cramps from hell. (I hate this sympathy PMS bull! And there's nothign I can do to prevent it!) But I just don't want to deal with trying to do 5 thigns at once. Not today, not tomorrow. I think next week, I'll feel refreshed and ready to take on things. It's just something I thougth I was a part have have had decisions made without me, and I'm kind of angry about it.
I think I need to be childish and pout. Or maybe I won't participate, watch it fail, and then come back with something far more successful, but that's awfully egotistical and immature on my part. Yet, there's a part of me that doesn't really care. part of me thinks I've put my good foot out and no one notices. Maybe I should be more vocal about it, but it seems everyone else has this nice groove and I come in and it seems to disrupt everyone's fairytale. I don't know. Maybe it's me. I hope it is.
